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I am Russia,
walking through the storm
with heavy steps, around me
it's a field of ice and snow.

The wind howls like a wolf,
a wolf as lonely as me,
Winter's looking for victims
but I'll leave it hungry.

You're not enough to kill me.

I am Hungary,
searching for a peaceful home,
How can you live with someone
and still feel so alone?

Why is it that the one you love
is your greatest enemy?
I am beaten whenever
I try to become free.

There's no way out.

I am Germany,
sitting in my dark room,
mourning the long lost,
the one who left me alone.

Don't worry so much, Italy,
soon I'll be fine,
I'll come and see you again,
just give me some time.

Why did you have to go?

I am Romano,
you might as well shut up.
You make no sense, so get lost,
you make me want to throw up.

I look at myself and I see
someone's who's not meant to be,
I could have died so many times.
Why do you even keep me alive?

I'm terrible to you.

I am Canada,
just wondering,
what would happen
if I became noticed.

How loud do I have to cry,
what horrible thing should I do
just to have them look at me?
Just to mean something to you.

I'm also here.

I am Russia,
fallen in the snow,
crying over my sins,
There's nowhere to go.

I'm lost in the darkness,
buried in the cold,
there's nobody waiting for me,
why should I walk more?

This is how I die.
Something like the opposite and more selfish version of my You Are My Hetalia. Oh, and also a depressing one. But it felt good to take this out.
There's a lonely Russia, a trapped Hungary, a grieving Germany, a Romano who hates himself, unnoticed and slightly insane Canada and Russia giving up.
Tissues, anyone? I used a few while writing this.
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:iconizzie-the-obsesser:
Izzie-the-Obsesser Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
May I have a tissue? 'sniff'
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014
You can have a whole box!
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Izzie-the-Obsesser Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! 'sneezes' got a cold Problem? 
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:iconleakittychan:
leakittychan Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014
Actually me too and that was my last box. Could we share?
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Izzie-the-Obsesser Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
XD sure! Arcadia Ceramic Tissue Box Icon 
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014
Awesome.
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Izzie-the-Obsesser Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
England (Hawt Bodeh) [V2] France (Intro) [V4] 
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MagdaTheHuman Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Hobbyist
:iconfeelsplz:
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LinsaSake Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014
Ahh, stop making me wanna cry!! So...sad...
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:iconleakittychan:
leakittychan Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014
but I love making people cry D:
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:iconlinsasake:
LinsaSake Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014
:cries: Wah, why?
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014
it makes my inner sadist very satisfied
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FefeKik Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I seriously adore this!! Great job!!
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Sass-Master-Satan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Absolutely great. I'm sitting here in class trying to not cry and failing. (failing at not crying, not the class XD)
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014
good, failing classes is bad XD 
well I was crying as well but you saying you're crying pretty much cheered me up, hehe
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Sass-Master-Satan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
My tears should not be used as a cheer up for others! Lol, but seriously this was greatness. 
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014
I'm some kind of sadist bitch, forgive me that. thanks anyway!
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Sass-Master-Satan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's all coolio, if I can just say, the Canada part was probably my fave part, I just really like the way you made him sound like he could snap and snap soon.
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Sass-Master-Satan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I feel you man. I have found my self recently deeply invested in the 2P's (to the point where I am cosplaying 2P England here at school today). 
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014
I have this hate for cosplay from the bottom of my heart for some reason. but I just really enjoy some blood and darkness
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TanaeLBortz Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Student General Artist
This is simply perfection. THANK YOU
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014
I'm glad! *throws confetti because that's another small ego boost*
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lidsworth Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
The thing I like about Hetalia is it's vagueness of the characters, due to this aspect, it's easy for someone to create an incredible back story for the series itself, and compose it of so many wonderful thoughts, like this! Good fanfictions are what keep me into Hetalia, so nice job!
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OctyOnyx Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Student
that was amazing :iconcryingplz:
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Gamingirlkayla2 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
i love the way yo made there characters seem real and true to the core, i love how you make things so calm yet vivid, i love all the feelz sp to this lovely piece of art, Clapplz 
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PurpleAsteroid Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
This was really well written!
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Aqureshi1 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
(Crying to hard to comment)
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IceAngel1234 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:(
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Aqureshi1 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
I mean it's just that beautiful....Riolu Cry 
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IceAngel1234 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I know! Waaaah! 
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N-H-Art Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is really well written!
I want to say more good things but I'm very good with words so: well done!
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
ohmy, thank you! >///<
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N-H-Art Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
and thank you for the fav btw! :D
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wherefancytakesme Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I really really liked the way you captured their characters in this. I especially appreciate the way you wrote about Hungary feeling trapped, because I think history-wise, that's how it was for a period of time when Austria and Hungary were together. Austria could be a bit abusive. Not everyone knows that, so I compliment that. Germany too. I think there are a lot of things he can't forgive himself for, including hurting his brother and Italy. And it always is so sweet how Spain has a sort of unconditional love for Romano- he'll let himself go flat broke to protect him even if he doesn't need him around. This is a really good piece.
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
I believe I know some stuff about Austrian-Hungarian relationships since that's what they keep abusing my poor brain with in history classes :) greetings from Hungary! And thanks a bunch for the rest, I was really glad to get this comment ^^ I am glad someone finally appreciates my work, haha :P
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wherefancytakesme Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ah, I see. I'm from America, so I didn't learn as much about the two as you did, haha. But thanks to my friend who's a big history buff, I know a little about it. Not at all, it's written really well. ^^
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
I see :D I think Hetalia helps a lot to learn history and it's also better when you watch an episode and you can tell what actually happened in real life. I'm so happy you like it ^^
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wherefancytakesme Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That's true. Even if it doesn't tell you a lot of history, at least it helps make you interested in learning.
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
Yup, so Hetalia can be pretty useful but some crazy people I try hard to stay away from make me hate the whole thing. They ruin Hetalia for me :l
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wherefancytakesme Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeah, I know how you feel. I just try to ignore them, because I can't let a bad fanbase ruin a good series.
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LotusDragonof5000 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
.... I think I have a heart of stone, because I didn't shed a tear at all....
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vampcute Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student
Don't worry your not the only one.
I have a heart of stone too, when I read this
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